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Am very glad that today is Friday. It's been a long week- thankfully work itself has been okay.
The Beau has been upset and tense all week (having a 19+ hour day on Tuesday really didn't help) and is freaking out because of classes. This means there will be some tweaking of weekend plans. I'm okay with it, still feeling some guilt twinges because I haven't been as supportive as I could be.
This situation is just hard- I work 9 am to 4 pm, he works 4 pm to midnight- and is in classes everyday, pretty much from the time he gets up until he goes to work he's at school. This means that from around 12:30 am to 1 am we can spend some time chatting (if I've napped that evening), and Mon-Wed we can be in the same place for about 1/2 an hour in the morning. I've never spent so much time alone before- and it's not like having one's own apartment- I still share my space, just not always at the same time. ;)
Prior to moving the Beau and I only had weekends (we lived an hour apart) and then after I moved in we saw each other every evening during the week, and weekends, and it was great! Going back to just weekends has been a difficult adjustment- especially since we're still in 'honeymoon phase.' This is why we got my Netflix- so I could watch movies in the evening since we don't have cable (nor an antenna so no TV channels save for what we can get on his 1.5x1.5 inch lil tv).
My schedule works something like this- get out of work around 4, sometimes run errands on way home (in the evenings, if I don't do it on my way home it's not getting done) so I get home around 5 usually, M-W-F I'm supposed to work out, which takes roughly an hour and shower afterwards so ready to prep dinner at 6:45ish. Tues and Thurs I'm supposed to go to CAHS and play with animals- getting home around 7 ish. Beau usually calls at some point in the evening so we can chat. I watch a movie and either stitch/crochet/write. Depending on what's going on I nap on the couch for an hourish.
This past week though I've been anti-routine and anything I 'have' to do. I want to do what I want to do without 'having' to do anything. So yeah, haven't worked out since Monday, and have not prepped dinner- have had fast food two nights in a row. Is bad, must stop.
But, tonight am expecting a friend to come over- which will be most good! And I will have the weekend with the Beau- is good. :)
The Beau has been upset and tense all week (having a 19+ hour day on Tuesday really didn't help) and is freaking out because of classes. This means there will be some tweaking of weekend plans. I'm okay with it, still feeling some guilt twinges because I haven't been as supportive as I could be.
This situation is just hard- I work 9 am to 4 pm, he works 4 pm to midnight- and is in classes everyday, pretty much from the time he gets up until he goes to work he's at school. This means that from around 12:30 am to 1 am we can spend some time chatting (if I've napped that evening), and Mon-Wed we can be in the same place for about 1/2 an hour in the morning. I've never spent so much time alone before- and it's not like having one's own apartment- I still share my space, just not always at the same time. ;)
Prior to moving the Beau and I only had weekends (we lived an hour apart) and then after I moved in we saw each other every evening during the week, and weekends, and it was great! Going back to just weekends has been a difficult adjustment- especially since we're still in 'honeymoon phase.' This is why we got my Netflix- so I could watch movies in the evening since we don't have cable (nor an antenna so no TV channels save for what we can get on his 1.5x1.5 inch lil tv).
My schedule works something like this- get out of work around 4, sometimes run errands on way home (in the evenings, if I don't do it on my way home it's not getting done) so I get home around 5 usually, M-W-F I'm supposed to work out, which takes roughly an hour and shower afterwards so ready to prep dinner at 6:45ish. Tues and Thurs I'm supposed to go to CAHS and play with animals- getting home around 7 ish. Beau usually calls at some point in the evening so we can chat. I watch a movie and either stitch/crochet/write. Depending on what's going on I nap on the couch for an hourish.
This past week though I've been anti-routine and anything I 'have' to do. I want to do what I want to do without 'having' to do anything. So yeah, haven't worked out since Monday, and have not prepped dinner- have had fast food two nights in a row. Is bad, must stop.
But, tonight am expecting a friend to come over- which will be most good! And I will have the weekend with the Beau- is good. :)
