Jan. 13th, 2005

Quizzie!

Jan. 13th, 2005 12:05 pm
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My Presidency )

NetFlix

Jan. 13th, 2005 12:17 pm
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Anyone have experience with NetFlix? Since my evenings are now 'my time' I was thinking of watching more movies- while being all crafty and stuff.

Net Flix seems good- in that no late fees thing. I'm not always real good at returning things- and I like the whole they pay shipping.

Is it really $17.99 a month? What taxes are 'applicable'? (Sure I could probably e-mail them and ask- but this is more fun!)

Any help muchly appreciated!!
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More posting! Yay!

Here's something I find interesting. Over the last several years I've gotten a bit more emotional. Especially lately when I want to tell everyone how wonderful they are- and when someone is doing something I find admirable I want to tell them. This isn't a bad thing obviously, it's just different. Plus I have this fear that I'm going to come off as insincere- when what I'm feeling is quite sincere.

I want people to feel appreciated. Often times people make differences in the lives of others- in very positive ways, but they don't seem to be aware of it at all. And for brief negative events, or issues, there's goodness too. There are little things that get done or said that may not mean much to the speaker- but mean a lot to the listener.

We all have qualities that we wish other people saw. Or at least, I do, and I'm presuming that other people do as well. I know how happy it makes me to have these qualities recognized. I want to make other people happy- if only briefly- by recognizing their positive qualities.

Happiness isn't a constant emotion. I'm not sure that it should be. What I do know is that I'm feeling happy a lot more often now than I think I ever have in my life.

Part of that comes from being happier with myself. Sure, I wish I was in better physical shape- but I'm working on that so I can be healthier (plus if/when the beau and I have a baby I want to make sure my body is in tip top health before I get pregnant). Emotionally I'm just in a better place, and I just like the person I am more. There are traits I'm working on changing- but the very fact that I'm working on it makes me feel better.

I'm happy- so I feel the need to share the wealth.

The flip side to all of this added emotionalism is that I cry at the drop of a hat it seems. Something makes me happy- I cry, something bothers me/angers me/etc., I cry! The beau was worried about this for awhile. I finally managed to explain that it was basically that for years I didn't allow myself to express how I was feeling. I'm safe enough to do that now... which means both positive and negative.

So I want you all to know that I very much appreciate all my friends. I love reading your posts and commenting (when I have something to say), reading your replies to me and being allowed into your lives. Just wanted to make sure you all knew that.

Now the sap is going to drip off thatta way... *points left* :)

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