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Dec. 20th, 2004 01:05 pmWell, today is my first 'solo' day at work. The woman whose maternity leave I'm covering is officially on leave. She hasn't had the baby yet, that we know of, but they're working on encouraging this at the hospital- possibly as we speak. She's been very positive about my ability to cover for her- which I appreciate.
Here's a funny thing though- I got a call last week about interviewing for a permanent position. Have I ever mentioned that I have an over-inflated guilt complex? Yeah so while I'm going to interview for this other job (40 hours a week with benefits- I'm not sure what those are but I've heard rumors) and do what I can to get it- I'll feel guilty about leaving here. The beau tells me I shouldn't, and if I were offered this other job, and I take it, I'll have two words for my current supervisor- 'health benefits.' Still I would somehow feel that I was letting them all down.
I'm sad, I know. Overly responsible in some areas, and seriously lacking in others. Maybe one day I'll get it all figured out- yanno, when I've reached that pinnacle of perfection.
Here's a funny thing though- I got a call last week about interviewing for a permanent position. Have I ever mentioned that I have an over-inflated guilt complex? Yeah so while I'm going to interview for this other job (40 hours a week with benefits- I'm not sure what those are but I've heard rumors) and do what I can to get it- I'll feel guilty about leaving here. The beau tells me I shouldn't, and if I were offered this other job, and I take it, I'll have two words for my current supervisor- 'health benefits.' Still I would somehow feel that I was letting them all down.
I'm sad, I know. Overly responsible in some areas, and seriously lacking in others. Maybe one day I'll get it all figured out- yanno, when I've reached that pinnacle of perfection.
